“How thrilling it all seems,” Eliza
says, her snow-white hands clasped
before her breast, aqua-blue eyes
alive in candlelight.
I wonder if she means it this time.
I have been here before and I know
that, however broad her smile,
however breathless her voice, I’m
far from landing this particular
ship. Love rests easy only when the
loved one delineates one’s presence
with light, one’s absence with
darkness. Like an erratic diamond,
Eliza sparkles in all directions at
once. Once I pass from view, I know
only too well she will turn the same
light upon another.
“Thrilling indeed,” I mumble —
distrustful mounds of air passing
between my lips. “It is a splendid
country, full of rich and fertile
soil and rolling green. As our
settlement is forty-seven degrees
from the pole, three to the south of
our own dear Bristol, the climate
makes it a veritable Eden of warm
breezes and verdant life.”
She tilts her head as though deep in
happy reverie, but then her eyes
widen.
“But there must be great dangers?”
“Dangers?”
Her eyelids flutter and a queasy
suspicion of artifice enters my
brain.
“I’ve heard of naked savages in such
distant lands,” she says. Her
exhalation causes the candle before
us to wobble. “And of strange,
fantastic beasts who devour all
those who dare to approach.”
“No naked savages, dear lady. Just
simple primitives willing to trade.
No strange beasts. Just clean water
and nature’s calm reassuring
breath.”
I notice a dampening in her
demeanour, but I’m eager to
establish the virtues of the colony.
“The animals we brought — chickens,
geese, pigs, goats, and lambs — all
familiar to commonplace husbandry —
took to the meadows and waters just
as though they were back in England
. . .”
I’m about to continue but see how
all the anticipation has now drained
from her eyes; her hands have
slackened their clasp.
“Of course there are giant bears
roaming the forests,” I venture.
Her brightness returns and she
glances between me and my companion
as though to confirm this is true.
“Fearsome boars with sword-like
fangs,” offers Bartholomew at my
elbow.
“Many strange creatures,” I add,
leaning toward her, edging out
Bartholomew.
“With lions’ fur but the faces of
men!” chips in Bartholomew again.
“How wondrous!” Eliza gasps, looking
not at me, but at my young
companion. “And how lucky you men
are for the chance to brave so much
adventure!”
“Indeed,” I say more dryly than I
had intended. For a moment I am
aware of the clicking of sewing
needles from Eliza’s aunt in the dim
corner of the room. Mrs. Egret
hasn’t looked up in twenty minutes;
she is either listening not at all
or listening very intently indeed.
Eliza moves almost imperceptibly
closer, her air conspiratorial. “I
have heard there are mermaids in the
waters around Newfoundland,” she
says. Her eyes have become jewels
again and I know I cannot deny her.
But just as I am struggling to find
words to keep open the possibility
of magic, Bartholomew beats me to it
again.
“Silver fins and tails as far as the
eye can see, my lady. The ocean is
alive with them.” I catch a gasp
from Helen, the pretty, tall,
dark-haired maid, who is filling my
cup. She skips around me to see to
Bartholomew. In the corner of my eye
I notice her hand trembling as she
tips the jug, and I catch a motion
from Bartholomew’s arm as though he
thought to steady her wrist but
changed his mind just before
contact. Did he pass her something?
I wonder. And, if so, what? Since
our first visit a week ago he has
been carrying on some form of
dalliance with her. For me, he
hastens to add when questioned. But
I have yet to hear any useful
information gleaned from their
meetings and exchanges of notes.
Eliza smiles at Bartholomew. But
this time her expression holds a
touch of mischief as well as
delight.
“At times,” Bartholomew continues,
“we could let down a basket from the
side of the ship, dip it into the
ocean, then pull it back onto the
deck containing several sleek
mermaids, their hair braided with
sea pearls, necks adorned with laces
made from starfish.”
The maid has remained spellbound at
Bartholomew’s side. Eliza throws her
a dark look and she scurries away.
“And what would you lusty seamen do
with these magical spoils of
Neptune?” There is a look in her
eyes as she challenges Bartholomew —
direct and inviting — that I don’t
like at all. I cough soberly.
“I fear young Bartholomew has daubed
our experience too much with the
colour of imagination.”
“Oh, don’t say that, Mr. Guy!”
Her smile is on me for the moment,
but I can tell that the real channel
of communication has been
transferred. The conversation now
flows not from me to Eliza, but from
Eliza to Bartholomew.
Is it his comparative youth that
demands special attention? I comfort
myself with the notion that through
some convoluted womanly path she
might be demonstrating how fit she
would be as a wife and mother. The
thought corresponds with something I
have read: that women shine not so
much in the direction of the object
of their affection but rather upon
some other. This, I have also
learned, is so her beauty can be
fully appreciated by he who looks
on, unfettered by the rigours of
conversation. And, in the present
situation, such an onlooker, of
course, would be me. It is a pity,
then, that she has chosen
Bartholomew as her substitute. How
could she know him to be so utterly
different than he appears?
Nevertheless, I draw some
encouragement.
“Mr. Guy is a fine man and a true
leader, Lady Eliza,” Bartholomew
says, as though reading my thoughts
and cutting deftly against
expectation. I see through the blur
in the corner of my eye
Bartholomew’s arm rise as though
about to descend upon my shoulders.
Thankfully the young rogue thinks
twice about this patronizing gesture
and merely holds his hand suspended
above me as though introducing this
“fine man and true leader” to the
world.
“Indeed he is,” replies Eliza, “and
lucky he is to have a lieutenant who
possesses such a loquacious tongue.”
Bartholomew dips his head in a
mock-formal bow. Eliza’s eyes
glisten, and my unease begins to
stir again.
“Have I told you, dear lady, of the
sturdy trees we have found inland?”
Against my will the voice that comes
from me is like a gnarled walnut
shell. It has no place amid the
citrus freshness of Eliza’s
presence. I don’t know why I should
feel suddenly so aged — I have
hardly ten years on her. Could it be
that my mind and body have been
formed by work, business, and care,
and that Eliza is the gossamer of
pure idleness? In any case, my
subject is to demonstrate how, in
time, hard work leads to opulence
and finery. I must press home my
suit. “We have begun the manufacture
of our own casks in which to store
all manner of provisions we have
gathered from land and from sea. Our
beasts are enclosed by stone walls
and they thrive and multiply. Soon,
I hope, our farms will yield as much
grain as those in Devon and
Wiltshire.”
“Really, Mr. Guy,” she replies.
There is no scorn in her tone, but
her expression resembles one who has
just sucked upon something bitter
and is trying not to betray her
displeasure. “You should tell dear
Papa of this. He is so interested in
the commercial side of the colony.”
I feel as though I’ve been reproved,
caught in the act of passing a
grubby sovereign to her under the
table. My blunder exposed, I
scramble for a footing. “Your father
is a shrewd investor and he has
chosen his venture well.
Newfoundland is certainly a place of
magic.” I let the statement hang in
the air. Her attention — serious,
for once — is upon me. “We have
indeed spied mermaids, dear lady
Eliza, near enough to confirm the
sighting, but too far to make an
accurate report of the creature’s
full dimensions.”
The sparkle doesn’t exactly return,
but something else does — a quiver
in the lips, shyness about the eyes
— something altogether more
encouraging.
“You fascinate me, Mr. Guy, as does
the bravery of your expedition, your
being from England for more than a
whole year.” Her voice is soft,
almost sombre. Something moves below
my belt, and for the moment, at
least, Bartholomew is scarcely
present. “But tell me, does a
distant glimpse of a mermaid
compensate you for being so long
from home? Do you not miss
civilization?”
The rustle and clink of Mrs. Egret’s
knitting is the only sound in the
room. I feel something momentous, a
great cloud bringing either ruin or
glory, gathering over my shoulders.
“There is a small part of Bristol,
dear Lady, which I carry with me, a
place for which I will endure the
vicissitudes of fate and vanquish
all demons in order to ensure my own
safe return. My selfless interest in
this treasure has made me quite
selfish, but this prize which makes
me regard my own life as dear is
neither earth, nor stone, nor gem.”
Eliza holds my gaze and her face is
a perfection of stillness. I feel a
cannonball is suspended a foot above
the table and about to fall with a
great thundering crash. “Why, Mr.
Guy,” she says, her manner larger
than before yet distinctly more
distant, “a riddle! Do you desire me
to guess its answer?”
Hesitancy creeps into the muscles of
my face. I’m stuck for a reply.
“Come, young master Bartholomew,
lend me the torch of your keen
observation so that I may peer into
the profound depths of your worthy
leader.”
Her eyelids flutter again, but now
they are less butterflies than
shields. They are still decorated
with patterns of conviviality, but
seem designed to ward off that which
is unwelcome.
“It is a trifle, Lady Eliza. Think
no more about it.”
“No, Mr. Guy, I will not hear of
such a thing. You have aroused our
curiosity. We must be satisfied. Is
that not so, young sir?”
“Indeed,” says Bartholomew. “Mr.
Guy’s wit is a known wonder to all.
The only thing that surpasses the
pleasure of one of his riddles is
the joy of having its solution
explained.” I would like to flash
him a warning glance but know Eliza
would see it too.
“There you are, Mr. Guy, we have
given up trying to guess. The code
of good manners demands you explain
yourself.”
The candle flame leaps and Eliza’s
eyes lighten for the moment from
deep aqua to bluish steel. Mrs.
Egret has ceased her knitting and
laid her bundle and needles aside.
Though obscured in dimness, her
frail form seems to tilt forward
attentively.
Like an army retreating through a
forest, I weave backward through my
words — “neither earth, nor stone,
nor gem” — and finally I light upon
an evasion that may suffice.
“The air,” I say with a slight
cough.
“Surely not!”
“Yes, Lady, indeed. The air here in
Bristol is what I most miss. The way
that the woodsmoke mingles with the
late blossoms of autumn and the
crocuses of spring.”
“But what about the warm breezes of
Cupers Cove and nature’s reassuring
breath?”
Her smile — a blade scarcely at rest
— remains on me. She doesn’t blink,
but now I’ve got her measure; I’ll
not crumble.
“I would merely have those virtues
of the New World transported hither,
Lady Eliza, so that the expanse of
the new and the beauty of the old
could mingle as one. And now,” I
say, rising with all the dignity I
can muster, “Bartholomew and I must
go to your father’s study and take
our leave of him.”
Eliza nods and directs a smile first
at me, then at Bartholomew. Mrs.
Egret’s knitting has resumed and
provides a clockwork accompaniment
to her niece’s inscrutable
movements. Bartholomew bows twice,
both times in an exaggerated manner,
and I have to shoo him toward the
study door.